I can tell you what freedom means to me: living without fear.
Nina Simone
AD Nobility

AD Noblesse says about itself:
Our mother died during the birth of our twins. My brother and I grew up well-protected and well-provided for, but utterly alone, in an ancient castle west of Paris. The nanny couldn't compensate for the loss. Father tried to cope with his wife's death by dedicating himself to his career. Out of necessity, my twin and I developed a deep, intimate bond. Father seemed to disapprove of this. He sent me to a Swiss boarding school, where I spent my youth. After my studies, Father took me under his wing in one of his companies, where I worked my way up through all the ranks. Far too soon, he entrusted me with the management of the company.
After two years, I fell in love with a German man, quit my job with my father, and moved to the Rhine. There I live with my horse and dog and indulge my hobby. As soon as I could read and write, I processed all my experiences and adventures in poems and stories. I have now written three novels.
Paul Esselborn says about his alter ego:
Aliénore de Noblesse is the French woman in me. Elegant, stunningly beautiful, and a feminist with a strong sense of poetic justice, or rather, revenge. Her story is deeply intertwined with the character of Innis.

In a world full of lies and betrayal, Innis awakens to her true destiny.
Her past is a mystery, her future a path of revenge. With every step, she gets closer to the truth about herself and her family.
Martial arts and shooting are part of her training. The sword fighting test includes beheading, which she masters with flying colors.
Will Innis remain just as cool with John Flower, the Irish Grand Master of a satanic lodge and her father?
Georgia finds her friend Innis distraught and slightly injured on the picturesque shore of Galway Bay. When they finally decide to return to Innis's parents' house, Innis hesitates noticeably at the entrance and refuses to go inside. Curious and worried, Georgia enters and is met with a shocking sight: Innis's mother, horribly mutilated, lies lifeless in the kitchen. Innis, tormented by a fog of Suffering from amnesia, Innis cannot remember the fatal murder, even though it is likely she was present at the time. During the agonizing days leading up to the funeral, Innis lives in a state of emotional numbness, as if trapped in a dreamlike twilight. But then, in an attempt to reorganize her niece's life, Aunt Madeleine takes her to Berlin. There, Innis places herself in the care of Dr. Lembcke, an experienced therapist. During the sessions, she begins to feel more recognizable. to confront the dark shadow of her past. Slowly, she realizes that her mother's repressed death is just the tip of a gigantic iceberg. Through therapy, a multiple personality is revealed, along with painful memories of the ritualistic cruelties she suffered in her childhood at the hands of a satanic cult. Innis's journey into the depths of her soul has only just begun, and the search for truth and healing is underway.
The dog is dead.
His relationship with Candida was in ruins. Banished from their shared apartment, he suppressed his grief and anger. He was warmly and lovingly welcomed by Linda. Her dog Carlo completed his happiness.
The new love story unfolds, but the demons of the past lurk in the shadows. When the dog dies, the facade crumbles and repressed memories resurface. Sexual abuse comes to light.
The broken mirror must be pieced back together. Reality disappears into the fog. No one recognizes anyone else.
Is there a way out of loneliness? Is there a chance for Linda and the others to rediscover truth and reality behind the madness?
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Innis Children's Death Songs
5.0 out of 5 stars. What does child pornography mean for the child victims?
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Statista lists over 40,000 cases recorded by the police for 2022. Over 100 per day! What do the victims experience? The average German doesn't want to know the details. Those outraged want the perpetrators locked away or even the death penalty introduced.
Anyone who wants to know the full story should read this book. It reveals, step by step, what the children have to endure. Fortunately, it also shows how a possible cure can work.
The detailed descriptions sometimes made me have to put the book down, and I couldn't continue reading it for days. It's easy to understand how someone's psyche could break under these circumstances.
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- 5.0 out of 5 stars Important taboo topic!!!
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- "Innis, Songs of Dead Children" depicts sexual and ritual abuse. Innis, abused from a young age by her mother and father and passed on to other sect members, escapes into multiple personalities. As an adult, she outwardly leads a normal life, studies, and learns a trade. This changes on a day when, completely disoriented, she is found by her friend, and the body of her mutilated mother is discovered in her home. She finds refuge with her aunt and undergoes intensive therapy.
For the reader, it is sometimes difficult to bear the events that have been extracted from real life. But how difficult must it be for children to endure such things?
Innis's fate is almost incomprehensible. How can it be that one's own parents inflict such unimaginable violence on their children? And how is it possible that Innis can survive all of this?
I have never read a book that so openly depicts abuse, the extent of which is absolutely incomprehensible. With every line, it became clear to me that this is not just a story. It is life, with all its unimaginable cruelty and violence. We humans are capable of acts of madness that are almost beyond words.
Books like this one are therefore all the more important! They hold a mirror up to us, making us see what we don't want to see! Even though we have evolved, we are still the barbarians who blindly kill, abuse, and destroy. This horrific potential lies dormant in each of us! But not everyone becomes a perpetrator! Many, however, are victims, living among us. And we cannot even begin to imagine what they have had to endure.
Even though the cover doesn't necessarily reflect how incredibly important the content is to me, that shouldn't be a drawback because it's a matter of personal taste.
Thank you for this book! It touches us incredibly deeply and hopefully awakens us to not close our eyes to these atrocities and to help where we can! - Read more
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- Andrea Ooster
- 5.0 out of 5 stars. Difficult for laypeople to understand.
- Rated in Germany on February 16, 2022
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- This book was difficult for me to read at times. Since the topic really interests me, I persevered. It's quite distressing at times, but once it clicked, I was able to engage with it and had to keep reading. I've thought a lot about the book and the whole subject matter, and discussed it with others. Anyone looking for something like this won't be disappointed.
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5.0 out of 5 stars. A varied crime novel that exposes the machinations of ritual abuse.
Rated in Germany on June 20, 2023
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The protagonist, Innis, finds herself at the scene of her mother's brutal murder. The fictional town of Peanuts is located in Ireland. To cope with this devastating loss, she soon moves to Berlin to live with her aunt. There, she begins therapy with Dr. Franz Lembcke, a psychotherapist. It is revealed that the voices and songs she repeatedly hears in her head indicate that she was groomed from childhood to be ritually abused as part of a satanic cult. Innis enters into a relationship with a pimp and narrowly escapes death after being brutally raped. The reader is introduced to Innis's inner workings. Her various personality aspects are explained, revealing their origins and functions. Dr. Lembcke guides her through this difficult time. The drama predominates, but there are also moments of humor, especially in the scenes with Innis's best friend, Georgia.
All in all, heavy stuff, grippingly written. Terribly beautiful... Highly recommended.One person found this information helpful.
For 'The Dog Is Dead'
5.0 out of 5 stars Very well written, great book!
Rated in Germany on March 14, 2024
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Since the pandemic, the appeal of evoking the undiscovered near should be almost self-explanatory: there is no better antidote to the feeling of an increasingly inhospitable and unreal world than this prose, which this book celebrates.
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5.0 out of 5 stars 10 out of 10 Would gladly do it again
Rated in Germany on February 25, 2022
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I really enjoyed this book.
Initially a little difficult for me to get into, but it quickly became very exciting.One person found this information helpful.
- 5.0 out of 5 stars Important taboo topic!!!


